Anyone else getting nervous as the days pass? I'm excited too, but at the moment nervous best describes how I feel. As we plan the wedding, and plan for our lives after the wedding, I'm learning things about my FI that I hadn't noticed before. We've been in a long distance relationship for most of our time together, we met in college, and we don't have the benefit of seeing one another every day, or even, until recently, liveing in the same time zone. I know everyone had bad habits, and I don't believe there is anyone in the world who I will love absolutely everything about. But as I see new sides of my FI I can't help but wonder how life is going to be 7 months from now, a year from now, 10 years from now. I haven't really told anyone I'm nervous, but the fact that when I talk to people about marriage in general, many of them say love isn't enough...The relationships we have as models also scare me...both of our parents are in dysfunctional, at times abusive, albeit 20 yr + marriages. What if I don't know how to be a good wife...or what if he hates the way I do my hair in bed, or bite my nails...or never finish the milk when I eat cereal...
I'm excited to wake up to him every day and to create new memories, but the great thing about the internet and strangers is that I can say I AM NERVOUS...and not care.