My name is Cody, A little about me. I have 2 children a 5 year old son Ryan and an 18 month old daughter Avery. I met Joseph at a casino. I was a cocktail waitress and he was a security supervisor back in July of 2013. I wont lie I just wanted something physical, he is a very good looking man, but as we hung out more I fell and so did he. We moved in together in September and nothing felt weird about it which was reassuring at the time.
He proposed on December 6th 2013. I obviously said yes, he was offered a job in the middle of no where as a police officer and here we are. Planning a wedding, just moved and now the feelings are sinking in. I am completely and utterly overwhelmed with fear, and nervousness. I have never felt so comfortable with anyone, with my kids, making this move after such a short time of knowing each other and now getting married. I feel we may be moving to fast based off of what others have stated. But I know he is my one and I know I am going to spend the rest of my life with him.
I am just so worried I might feel like this forever or if it is just the wedding jitters. I have been engaged once before and it didnt work out, I never felt like this with anyone. I have never experienced this level of stress even as a single parent, is it just wedding jitters or am I being a worry wart. I am really freaking. Praying it is all stress. I dont want to talk to him about it until I get some more wedding plans out of the way like the dress and booking the photographer to see if it is stress. feedback would be great or if someone is feeling the same way, I see lots of posts about very long relationships and engagements, I just cant relate because we dont see a need to wait. when you know.. you know
Well happy planning everyone!!
Cody Hernandez (soon to be Mrs. Joseph Walker)