So, on Friday, I lost one of my dogs. Tuesday, she went to another town (1 hour away) too stay with my siblings who have been taking my parents divorce a bit hard recently. So, they asked if they could have Amber (She stays with me 1-2 months, then them for 1-2 months typically) our Chocolate Lab. I was a little worried because (a) they were staying at my mom's friend's house and my mom recently moved to another state for work and (b) Amber does not really listen to the kids, only my mom and I. Long story short, she got out Friday morning, the kids chased her, and she got hit by a car going 80 in a 55 zone. She died within 15 minutes. I wasn't there and I feel terrible for it. I got the call while I was still asleep, jumped up and raced down there as soon as I got the call.
I don't think there would have been anything that a vet could have done. When I was taking her to the humane society to be cremated she left my back seat covered in blood.
Well, this event has made me realize something. It made me realize that by having a second dog, I am taking this better than I would have if I did not have my second dog, Cookie. It also made me realize that Cookie is getting old. She is 13 1/2, and the average age of a Shih-tzu is 13. I guess part of me is panicking. What happens when Cookie goes too and I don't have another dog around? I was a mess Friday and over the weekend. I couldn't even touch Amber's stuff until yesterday, and even then I only picked up a few bones to donate.
I kind of want a puppy. But logically, I can't do that right now. As I might be leaving for Japan next January, it would not be fare to ask my mom to take care of two dogs. I thought about fostering, but would that help with the pain?
I don't know ladies, any advice?