I'm not necessarily looking to find an answer for my...."dilemma". Although, its not quite to dilemma stage yet, but I could see it getting there as the "big day" approaches, or after it's done. I'm really looking for anyone who would be willing to share their story, or thoughts on mine.
I am a medium build woman. I am shorter (5'3") and I've always been on the chunkier side, ever since I can remember. I eat well most days, stay quite active (bowling, walks, working out), but my metabolism just likes to stay and the slow and easy pace for some reason. Like I'm sure any other person, I have my good days and my bad days. There's days where I'm like "yeahhh I look goood" and there's days where, well usually when i see myself in a picture and I'm like "My arms look like THAT?!?!"
So here's what I'm mainly struggling with: On a day to day basis, I enjoy myself and my looks. But I dont know what it is....but when I see myself in a picture I just do not like how I look. I feel like the way I see myself even in a mirror, is not a bad image. But as soon as that camera takes a shot, my arms are the size of elephants and I have 4 chins. I'm wondering, do I just have a skewed self perception of myself...and I really only see what I "really" look like when I can look at myself from the outside? (like in a picture) Or is it that I'm just being overly critical of myself in a photo.
Does anyone else deal with this or am I just weird? ha ha, could be both.
Thanks in advance for any feedback.