A good friend had her wedding in Iceland two months ago (we are on the West Coast of Canada). The entire time she was planning, I let her know from the get-go that I wouldn't be able to attend a DW in Icelad, due to severe financial issues over the past year (I was on strike for 6 weeks, hubbies contract ended and he was without a job for five months, our wedding was last June, and his BIL is now having a DW in November). The entire time leading up to her wedding I tried to be as involved as I could, co-hosting her Bridal Shower and getting excited over the details with her. I told her I was sad that I couldn't go, but so excited for her to have her dream wedding. I thought we were okay, since she said she "knew it was a lot to ask" to have people travel to Iceland.
She returned from her DW two months ago and was really putting off seeing me and catching up about her wedding. I knew something was up, but couldn't figure out what I did. Two weeks ago I nudged her again and she agreed to hang out today. As we were hanging out and I was asking questions about the wedding, and saying how beautiful things looked in the pictures, I said "I'm really sorry that I couldn't go". Her reply was very calm and calculated "well, it was a choice".
Needless to say I was pretty shocked and very saddened. Maybe devastated. I knew something was wrong but I didn't think she was holding a grudge that I didn't -- couldn't -- go. I truly couldn't afford to go, but when I stated that again, she mentioned how there were other friends who were "in worse or equal situations" to my husband and I who made it work. By sleeping in their cars, taking out extra loans, ets. "It was even really hard for us to make it happen" she said.
I suppose it was a "choice" but I don't even know if the banks would have given us more on our line of credit. I'd also expect a friend to be more considerate of me trying to be financially responsible and not max-out credit for a wedding.
I really was blindsided by this and tried to turn things so she could see them from my perspective. Of course I wanted to be there with her. Of course it entirely SUCKED to have to stay home, not go to Iceland, NOT witness your good friend have this incredible milestone. But I thought people who threw DW understood that not everyone can attend these things, and it usually has NOTHING to do with the couple getting married!! Read: my ability to travel thousands of miles during unpaid vacation time has NOTHING to do with how much I love you. It has EVERYTHING to do with paying for food!!!
Well, it ended badly. I was really upset and I just needed time away from her. I thanked her for her honesty, but I'm pretty wounded. It's also unbeleivable to me that she would expect me to take out more loans to prove my friendship to her. In fact, I think that sort of thinking speaks for itself. I don't know anyone else that would expect that sort of grand gesture to prove a friendship. I was her friend, a good one, and now I'm sad that it's likely over.
Sorry this was a bit of a rant. Have you ever had something similar happen?