Hey there! Sorta newbie here looking for encouragement. My back story is that I struggle with some depression and anxiety, which will likely be pretty apparent in the next paragraph:
My wedding is in about 7 months. During the course of planning, I've felt some excitement as we've checked off certain awesome things (booking the venue, picking the cake, etc.), but when anyone asks me if I'm getting excited these days, I lie and say yes. I'm completely not, even though there's still more planning to do and there's no rush. For example, my dress just came in and when I tried it on (by myself), I absolutely hated how I looked. In fact, I feel like I'm going to look disgusting on my wedding day.
I'm not sure if it was the gown setback or what, but even though FI and my relationship is pretty amazing, I just can't get excited yet. I'm hoping that I'll get pumped when the date gets close, but I'm wondering if any of you went though the same?