I need to vent about this and maybe get some advice/assurance/something!?
A month ago, we met with a DJ my FI's uncle and aunt recommended -- a (casual) friend of theirs. It's relevant that our wedding is in this uncle's backyard, but up til this point they had been very relaxed about their involvement (and had recommended a caterer we ultimately booked!)
After the initial consult, his uncle (unbeknownst to us) worked out special pricing with the DJ and also offered us an extremely generous "wedding present" of covering part of the cost. We were both grateful for --- and felt kind of pressured by -- this offer, so we initially told the DJ via email that we'd take them up on it.
However, then my fiance, to whom music is extremely important, immediately started having doubts and was not at all happy about the decision. He really wanted to book another person who is a part of his extended friend/family circle and produces great hip-hop music, who had just become available. I didn't want to upset the family members (whom I'm just getting to know!) but told my fiance I'd support him if he felt that we needed to change our minds. In the end, we called his uncle and had an awkward exchange where we told him we'd changed out minds (after expressing a lot of gratitude for his effort and his offer) and thereafter emailed the DJ and told him the same. This was all about a week after we had initially emailed to say we wanted him. Initially, we felt relieved that we'd have a DJ my fiance could be excited about after all, despite feeling bad about rejecting the generous offer.
Now the DJ we backed out of (but before signing the contract) has gotten back to us and essentially said that he had said no to another wedding because of us, expressing his displeasure, and asking if there is anything else he can do that day -- emcee, lighting, etc -- I guess as a way of making up the cost? (The wedding is in about 2 months, for reference). I feel completely awful that we were so haphazard about the process and cost this guy business, and also awful that we rejected the generosity of my fiance's uncle, who is already letting us get married at his home and helping us with a lot of other things. Our budget is so tight that we can't really afford to offer this other DJ some kind of job (that I can think of....?). He's a really excellent and well-regarded DJ, so I don't think he suffers badly for business, but I still feel like our indecision became much more complicated than it should have been because we met with this guy to begin with (I tried to tell my fiance at the time that we shouldn't meet with him for this exact reason/family complications, but he brushed it off, which I am desperately trying not to say I TOLD YOU SO about since he's already upset about the situation).
Advice/perspectives more than welcome!