So, my bf just called and asked me to go into his desk drawer of personal papers and look for something specific. On top, was a reciept from the jewelers we love for a ring. Bought a week before my 30th birthday over a month ago.
Ugh. I kinda wish I didn't see it. I'd rather have been really surprised! We had discussed this a lot last year, but hardly at all over the last few months.
But, of course, now my head and heart are going a million miles a minute. And my hopes are probalby way too high for our vacation in three weeks. Gotta breathe. Just gotta breathe.
"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."
-Friedrich Nietzsche, "On Reading and Writing"