Hi all, I apologize in advance it this borders on tmi. I've always been a bit extra "emotional" when I'm close to or on my period. This is nothing new to me, but this month has been extremely rough. I've really been a deep depression the last few days and this morning I just woke up wanting to die. I'm not sure if this is directly related to my period, or my life situation right now, and what to do about it. I was the AE a couple weeks ago with the bipolar h, so if you read that, you know a bit of what's going on in my life. He has gone back to his doctor and is on a new medication that seems to be better, and we are going to regular couples counseling now and working on communication, so things aren't horrrible on that side. It's more of a personal thing that is bugging me now. I am SO stressed about money. We owe $14k in cc debt between the two of us, and I just feel like we're drowning. I recently got a promotion and am making a significant amount more money, but it still feels like there's not enough. H was for a time calling out sick to work regularly (an issue that is consistent) but now that he's finally committed himself to going to work, he hasn't been scheduled all week so next week will be no paycheck from him. I've worked out the budget to where all I need from him is $250 a week, and we're still struggling to get that. When he first started, he was bringing home $500-$700 a week. He's in the limo business and had been told that it's a slow period right now, but should pick up. I'm just worried this is going to get him used to be at home again and when the hours finally pick up he'll go back to his calling out sick routine. Also, with this promotion, I chaned branches and am no longer working with my best friend (and MOH) and have no one to talk to in a regular basis about what's going on. We were a two person office and so we grew very close and she was my sounding board about just about EVERYTHING. I also really appreciated that she beer judged, no matter what I told her about my h. I have friends I feel like I can't talk to because they will just tell me to leave him and won't actually listen. In short, I don't know what my problem is, I just feel like my life is falling apart and the world is closing in on me. Is that my period talking? That seems like a stupid question, but I really hope the answer is yes so I can go back to normal.