I live in Indiana and have for about 6 years but my whole family (except my mother and brother) live in NJ. My maid of honor is my fiance's sister and she is throwing me a bridal shower at her home in Indiana. The only thing that I am worried about is not getting to experience a bridal shower with my family. My MOH will be inviting all of her family and I guess the one friend I have in Indiana and of course my mother. I am very greatfull that she is throwing me this bridal shower. I am just nervous that I am going to feel weird with a bunch of women celebrating my wedding when they don't even know me-or even worse no one showing up because they don't really know me. I cannot afford to fly to NJ and have a bridal shower with my family and I know that my NJ family cannot afford to fly to Indiana more than once this year, since they are already flying in for the wedding. I know I just need to suck it up and enjoy this time in my life even if my family isn't here to celebrate with me.