Ok don’t want to sound like a brat “OH NO ONE LOVES ME” but I kind of feel that way. I have just been surprising it recently we started receiving a lot more of the RSVPs and a lot of my family is not coming. My family is very small and we started with only 2 tables for my family out of 8 (ok I didn’t start the table chart but we had enough to fill two tables)
Well now my uncles don’t want to come and my cousins are opting out. I have been to all of their weddings and they won’t even talk to me about it. his whole family is so happy that I just make him happy and my own family could care less about me. Also the ones responding no did not attend my first wedding.
I hate to be a woe is me type of person but I just feel really hurt and last night I was crying when josh came home and I don’t think he understood. And I don’t know how to make him understand that I feel cheated. Should I just get over it? (this just kind of hit me in the past half hour and I felt like I was going to have a panic attack, I don’t know why I never had one before and I am active duty army)