More of the same, I suppose. But i'm so conflicted about this whole wedding thing. i sent a note off to my FMIL regarding dress length the other day and mentioned that i had put a gown on order. she came back and asked why i didn't send her a picture!! i guess the real reason is that i don't feel like i have the 'right' to be excited this time around. none of my friends, most of whom were around for the first wedding, are excited or even asking me about it.
and it's frustrating because i don't even really want the whole wedding thing, but he does, and as i start getting more into the planning i'm getting excited about some parts of it, but feel like there's no one to share it with.
i talked to one of my best friends about 2 days after i got engaged and she didn't even ask about it. and she hasn't even asked a single thing about it in the 2 or 3 weeks since then. i don't want to go into the mode of 'all i talk about is wedding', but i'm hurt that she didn't even ask a single question.
how do you all deal with this???????