So, I have been dating my fiance for almost two years. I'm very close to my family, and he seems to have a very distant relationship with his. In the beginning, we visited them often, then gradually less and less. I understand his resentment, because his parents weren't very good to him or his brothers and sisters. His mom kicked him out at a young age, but it turns out just a few months before CPS took the rest of them away anyway. He was living with a relative, but when his mom found out how happy he was she had him put in foster care instead. It's hard to be respectful of someone who has caused the one you love so much pain, but i've tried. I've tried talking to her, spending time with her, being nice to her, everything! Everytime i try to talk to her, she acts like she has nothing she wants to say to me, or she just whines about how much her kids hate her. The rest of his family seems nice enough, but he swears up and down all they do is use him too. So when i ask him to go see my family with me, what does he do? Hold it over my head that i never want to see his family. When i explain to him that the only thing i have against his family is the way they've treated him, then all of a sudden he doesn't care because he doesn't want me to like them anyway.
I get angry with him when he says negative things about my family because i'm very close to them, but i'm having a hard time figuring out where his family stands. When i try to say nice things about him, he bitterly talks about the bad things they've done to him. When i say bad things about them, he tells me its not fair i can say bad things about his family and he can't say bad things about mine. I try to keep my mouth shut, but it's hard not to have an opinion one way or the other. Not to mention that FMIL has started telling people that i won't let her son talk to her, so when he ignores her phone calls because he doesn't want to talk to her, i get blamed for it to the rest of the family.
Ugh.... sorry if this is incoherent, so to get to the bottom line, how do i deal with this? My FMIL thinks i hate her, and i don't even know if i do/should or not!