Ok i know this sounds like drama or venting but i feel the need to get this out there and see if anyone can help me.
When i started planning my wedding everything was going great. But one day all this wedding stuff became about my mom and she has to have it her way. And one battle im fighting her on is the wedding shoes. I want to wear horizon blue wedding shoes but she wants me to wear Ivory wedding shoes. Everytime i try to talk to her about she has to put her two sense in and wont let me express how i feel. I'm really starting to feel like this wedding is going to be all about my mother and what she didnt have at her wedding. It's very frustrating to me because i dont even want to plan with my mom because she has to have it her way. I dont know what to do. Should i do the Ivory shoes just to make her happy or the Blue shoes like i want.
Second thing is i cant fit into my wedding dress and i found out that they have to put 8-10 inches into my dress and im ver upset that i let myself go. But i dont have any motivation to lose weight. You would think im getting married and starting a new life with someone would be a enough motivation but not really. And im sick of my parents telling me i have to lose weight so my alterations wont cost so much. And yes i understand the alterations cost money. But i wish they would get off back about this. I used to be athlete and healthy but since i quite ive put on so much weight and yes i want to look skinny and i need help i hate working out on my own and I dont know why. my fiance is trying his hardest to help me but he's working alot. any ideas.
Sorry for it being long i really had to get this out..
Thanks girls!