Hey Ladies, well I told you that I was gonna keep you posted about the job and unfortunately I didn't get a call on friday so I thought maybe she was busy and would be calling sometime this wek. So I talked to my friend who works at the job and she said that she was gonna talk to the lady who interviewed me to see how things were going. But after checking my email last night I received and email from her saying that I basically didn't get the job. My heart just fell to the floor because I just feel like the interview went well. She did say that she was gonna forward my resume over to Excutives to see if they had another job opening at a different location.
With the wedding in six months its just so much that I still have left to do. I'm trying not to get discourage but it seems like everytime I think I'm about to get a job and get my hopes all up they just come crumbling down. I know that God sees everything that I am going through and know that he has a plan but at the same time I just feel like why me. I always go out my way for other people and do what's right but then it's like when am I going to get my turn. I unemployment runs out im March and my birthday is friday and I really thought that this was gonna be my birthday present. I just ask that you all just please keep me in your prayers because I'm trying to stay faithful that God will take care of everything but my hopes are being shattered.