Our resident Rhodes scholar, Chelsea124, fails to comprehend either a) what C&P means, or b) that if you address the OP in a C&P, she'll never hear you. It's the sound of one hand clapping, Chelsea.
http://forums.theknot.com/Sites/theknot/Pages/Main.aspx/special-topic-wedding-boards_wedding-woes_birth-stories"OP, I'm sorry you're going through a hard time (or went through, and can't forget about? not sure). It's very easy to feel vulnerable and lonely in this situation. I would be the same way (although I don't expect this to happen to me). I would jump out of that bed and drop kick FI's ass if he tried to leave right after I delivered his child. Sadly, this is something you will probably never forgive, or forget. Don't spend time questioning it, it will just force you to think about it more than you need to. There's nothing you can change about it, so maybe you should talk to H, tell him how you feel, and move on. You'll probably regret it and blame yourself if you let this affect your entire marriage.
Good luck in marriage & life."