Fi left yesterday morning for his Bach. party with some of his friends. It did not phase me much yesterday morning because I was on my way in to work and then I spent several hours out shopping for my outfit for the rehearsal dinner. However, waking up with out him this AM was a little sad. Maybe I will take myself shopping again after I clean the house :-) still need some clothes for the honeymoon.
What really bothers me is I have been trying not to think about the fact that they went to Canada and probably went to a strip club. I told him I did not care if they went but requested that he please not have a lap dance because I am sorry but it is just dirty. If he were not drinking a ton he would probably listen to that request and he would never spend the money to buy one for himself but I am sure that his friends would have because its his last big party before being tied down. I just think it is disrespectful and the though makes my skin crawl... it makes me not even want to give him a hug or kiss when he gets home and it is probably going to cause a fight. :-/ Also his best man will still be staying one more night with us so if there is a fight it will be super awkward.
Ever since Fi's best man got in town Fi has been very inconsiderate to me and we already had one discussion about it in the wee hours of the morning when BM was still sleeping. It really has nothing to do with anything that BM has done, he has been perfectly polite while he has been here it just seems like Fi brain has taken a vacation.
Sorry for the rant ladies but I have no one to tell this stuff to and I really needed to get these thoughts out of my head.