My dad died of a heart attack yesterday, and I have a lot of mixed feelings going on right now that I cant explain.
I know I dont know all of you well enough, and Its probably not the best intro with this post.
Having to be strong for my older sister through this is going to be difficult as we both struggle.
Just last week him and i were messaging on facebook about our father daughter dance songs.
OVERWHELMED with these feelings of empytiness and selfishness of wishing he could have just been able to walk me down the isle.
any advice or tips if anyone has them are so welcomed as I go through this.
And this fiance of mine is one hell of a rock through this already, I am just soo thankful for him, he just is trying to make it "better" for me.