I know this is probably a terrible topic in a very happy place like 'the knot' but i really need advice from people who are happily about to be married and are excited.. I'd love to know why you feel this way.
I'm 2.5 weeks away from my wedding and although I'm happy about it, i'm definitely not 'bouncing off the walls' nor even very excited. It's a small but extremely beautiful event and wasn't crazy to plan as very intimate. But after 5 years of VERY long distance (circumstantially unavoidable) with my fiance we broke up last year as he wasn't ready to be married. I knew he was The One since day we met. Although we reconcilled only 3 months later as he realized he couldn't let me go, i haven't gotten over his ability to do this and now have a hard time believing anything can be 'forever'. (Doesn't help my parents are divorced and all close girlfriends single). I don't want my wedding to be just a party...it was always supposed to mean so much more (only few months ago we were able to finally live together). Maybe I'm just freaking out?