It's almost 4 months away from our wedding I feel like I haven't done diddly squat to prepare for it. We don't have a photographer nailed down (though we've talked to one), don't have a flourist, don't have a dj, and don't have our passports yet, which also means that we haven't booked our honeymoon yet, we picked out the tuxes but haven't ordered them yet, and we don't have a cake, or rings.
What we do have are the location, the officiant, the dress, I know what hair style I want, I've picked out the bridesmaid dresses...and I think thats about it. We desperately need to order invites soon and do the passport thing.
For some reason I just can't get all excited about planning "this time". Maybe its because I'm on the other side of the country from my friends and family. I don't have the support network of bridesmaids and moms that I did last time. We live near FI's family and so I have his mom but it's just not the same. you know?
am I alone? Is there anyone else in the same situation? I need some serious motivation here.