I deleted my last post so I hope this doesn't upset anyone but needed to do this. Did have a very long conversation with BF, and he says he feels terrible that he has made me sad and hurt. He wants to make this work and I do to and so I am going to try and see how this works. No talk about wedding or anything. I do love him and I do see alot of good in him and that he does work very hard for us to have a nice home and security. I did tell him everything that I was feeling.