of contracting BRIDE BRAIN. Seriously, i have lists everywhere and I cant find them anywhere, and im sure i keep forgetting things. I feel like I have nothing planned, kind like how you feel when you first start planning. So overwhelmed. Yesterday at my moms, after knowing where the cups were for 25 years, i had to open every cabinet to find them, REALLY?!?!? I think i would take the nightmares over this any day.