This is my second wedding. And his first. I;m scared my life will end up the same as last time " Being Alone all the time" He states it won't be like that. Not sure. My ex wanted the divorce 4 years ago. and I getting married in August 2012. we are doing a church wedding and a reception of 150 people. He yhought i wanted it and I know he's the one that wants it. Should I feel this way/