In 2 week i should be getting hiched ........i dont even know if i want to show up now .we have 3 kids and its bin 8 years we are moveing the day after the wedding . what can do to make me want to show up . cant sleep, cant eat ,no time for my self .he is working 6 days a week from 5 am to 8 pm i have dun all the planing my self .