I have been planning my wedding for 10 months. I am finally finished with everything and as excited as I can be. The big day will be coming up in August. I have had a lot of issues with my family and bridesmaids (ex: mom going to jail, maid of honor stepping down, and cousin dropping out of the wedding and lying about the reason), but I have tried to keep my head up and think that it doesn't matter because this our special day.
Well tonight I was discussing final travel details for our out of state family with my fiance and we started fighting our of the blue. He proceeds to tell me that he is excited about marrying me, but he doesn't care anything about the wedding itself. He said. "It is just another day for me and I would just be fine with getting married at the court house." I am absolutely crushed by this. It wouldn't be so bad if his words were not said in anger. He was so upset that he got a nosebleed.
I have always dreamed of my man being excited by the idea of our wedding and being nervous to see me walk down the aisle. I am afraid now the only thing I will be able to think of is the fact he doesn't even want to be doing this. I feel like I am the only person who wants this wedding to even take place.