We just got into a huge fight and I don't know if it's over. We live together and I gave him back the ring. I really do love him, but tonight he pushed me over the edge. He went out and got drunk with a girl "friend" who he has a sexual history with. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about, but he blows me off. She's married with a kid, but that doesn't mean they don't still have feelings for each other. I don't want to start the new year with him when this is the year we're supposed to be getting married! Is this holiday stress or should I really be worried it's over?
**Full disclosure** We have both been drinking, but we have never had a fight like this.
I need fellow brides to tell me it's stress and to work at working it out or to run for the hills.