Whew. Deep breath. I got the contract from our location today. Mentioning the deposit that I knew would be due soon. But it's so real now. Not the wedding part! That's been real since a couple of weeks after I met Tom. No worries about that. It's just, if I do this, I'm officially having my winter wedding. And I've always pictured my summer wedding. And I don't love my location and it's a pain in my a**. But it's free-ish and convenient and Tom wants to get married this year, not wait until next summer. But every time I look at pictures, I look at summery things. And I don't WANT a Christmas wedding. Or a snowflake one. There's going to be a Christmas tree in my reception! And it severely limits our options for our honeymoon. But it's really hard to argue with "But baby, I want to marry you sooner, not later." And I don't want to be a whiny brat. I AM happy and thankful that I get to marry him at all, and I know that all that matters is that we wind up married at the end. But I am having a bridezilla moment and don't want to have it to him, so you ladies get to deal me. Sorry and thank you! Had to get that out.
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