So yesterday I did not log on at all and I was just in a horrible mood..I almost broke down and gave up on the wedding planning I'm already getting so stressed and not sleeping at night trying to think of ideas and wondering if people are going to come and if they'll have fun and what not. My FI does not want a wedding whatsoever he just wants to go to the courthouse and be done no party no nothing, I'm fine with doing courthouse as long as we can celebrate afterwards with friends and family. I'm just wondering if this is a good idea and if I should just do what he wants so he doesn't feel awkward and uncomfortable the day of...I had a moment of weakness and was trying to plan a weekend in las vegas this weekend and possibly just go and elope... but I really think I would regret it but if already more than a year in advance I'm stressing what's it gonna be like when it gets closer to the day? I'm just breaking down and don't know what to do...sorry to be a downer but I just need to get this out into the open and hopefully out of my system...