I finally was able to move a little bit with my check list:
- reception venue - contracted signed and payment done
- DJ - contract signed and payment done
- Florist - waiting for the contract
- Cake - waiting for the contract
- Wedding Planner - waiting for the contract
- Church - waiting for the contract
Things in the final negotiations:
- Desserts
-Menu for after party
- bridesmaid dresses
Things that I need to work on:
- Invitation and Papers
- Wedding gown
- Groom and groomsmen suits
- Honeymoon
- Transportation
- Favor
I also figured out a way to honoring my deceased son thoughout the whole wedding; one of my colors is grenn, his favorite color, I will have one of his musics to dance with my others two sons, and I will carry his picture in a locker attached to my bouquet. I know that he will be smiling from the heaven upon us on our wedding day!