I think this is sort of ironic, but it's also stressing me out beyond belief so I wanted to get it off my chest (sorry to whine):
I'm trying to transform bacteria, which means I am putting some human RNA into a circular peice of DNA that "looks" like bacterial DNA (a plasmid/vector) and has a gene for antibiotic resistance. If the bacteria take up my vector, it can survive on plates with antibiotics in them, and I harvest those colonies and extract my now-amplified amounts of RNA (the baceria replicates it for me everytime they replicate themselves).
The problem is, my transformations are not efficient and my E. coli keep dying! I am so friggin' ready to hurl my plates of nothing at the wall, and my supervisor doesn't know what's wrong either so I don't know what to do to fix it (he just keeps reccomending that I get out of research "while you still can" so I don't spend my whole life like this, lol).
I love being in the lab, I feel really at home and happy when I'm there, but I'm really frustrated and I'm taking 17 credit hours so I don't have as much time as I want to spend doing controls to figure out what's wrong! Plus now I'm starting to have nightmares about our wedding and my having forgotten to plan it...
Bech.
Happy valentine's day, though :-)