So I haven't been feeling very well lately. After finally being pushed by my Fi to go see a doctor, I finally made the appointment and went. She decided to run blood work on me and the results came back abnormal. She had also done a full physical on me even though I had just had one done 6 months ago, but she insisted.
It's a good thing she did, my results came back abnormal for that too. She called me Wednesday and asked me if I could come in Thursday. I knew something was up and brought FI. I knew something was really wrong when I didn't go into a regular room, but placed into her office and asked if FI wanted to come with me.
She informed me I have cervical cancer and gave me my options. She said that because I am so young that she wants to try chemotherapy and radiation before anything else. I meet my Oncologist on Monday.
I'm feeling like I'm sitting on train tracks in a fog and have just been hit by a steam engine going full speed.
I feel like I had to tell someone and I don't want to tell anyone in RL yet until I've worked out my feelings about this and am ready to talk about it with them since I know there's going to be a million questions from them.
Sigh