Hi guys,
I wrote the following post on another board:
Need some help here. So I've been engaged since June 30th. Ever since the engagement his parents (mother) has been a nightmare which can happen and I get it. It sucks. I have had to put my foot down multiple times with his mom not driving a wedge between us. It's really been on thing after another. What I need help with now is this....
When we first got together he claimed he grew up Catholic, but was more agnostic. I grew up Methodist, Baptist, and really just Christian period. Since we have been engaged, he has decided to adopt the Catholic religion again. I'm not upset about this as I would rather him believe in SOMETHING than nothing at all. This is the 2nd biggest wedge between us as he keeps diving more and more into the religion and making demands of me. I have compromised my dream beach wedding for a Catholic church wedding. While I have some questionable family members that I would rather not have a chance in hell coming to my wedding (which explains why I want a destination) we were only able to compromise on a wedding 4 hours away. I cannot write my own vows in the Catholic Church...not a huge deal just one more thing. Everything is so traditional and set in stone that it's a little heartbreaking that I can't have the wedding I want.
All of that aside, it's important for him to have it in the Catholic Church, so it's just as important to me to fulfill his wishes. We are in our Pre-Cana classes and a huge ball was just dropped upon us...I have to sign an agreement to raise my kids Catholic???? When I said no the priest said he refuses to marry us unless I change my mind. Neither of us knew this was going to be asked of us. Now my fiance doesn't think we really "know" eachother and thinks we don't want the same things. My opinions of children and church have always been laid out there, he changed. My problem is not that we are raising them Catholic, the thing is that I don't want that to be the ONLY choice and my own church not be allowed. I don't believe in baptizing babies is the biggest thing and I want my children to be able to be raised in both churches. Come on, it's 2013....Catholics and Methodists are both CHRISTIAN and we both believe in the same main guys. Of course I understand at the same time there are many differences which is why I have no desire to sign this document. Also, regarding baptizing babies, I understand the Catholic and Methodist thoughts on it, I just don't believe in it personally. I remember the day I was saved abd appreciate it just like the day I graduated high school and then college. I want my future children to make that special decision on their own. Both of us are non practicing by the way. However, I do think that just because I don't practice in public doesn't mean I don't practice on my own.
Would you happen to know if we get the marriage blessed if I would still have to sign that? Why can't this work? Sad face.
I hope there is someone out there with a good opinion and personal experience because I feel like my whole world is ending. This post is not meant to offend anyone who attends the Catholic Church as it is not my intention. Unfortunately, I can't seem to get a Catholic pastor that will meet with me to try to explain more of this to me. I emailed/called a week ago.