Hoping to force myself to start my diet/workout routine tomorrow. My mother is offering to pay for me to see a nutritionist and to get a private trainer. Now, I have to hire one, head to the grocery store to put things that are good for me back into the house, buy/download a calorie counter, and most of all...stick to it! Would love some encouragement through this process and hopefully starting this post will help me try to stay more accountable for my actions! Fiance is supportive but he may have his own weight battle to fight prior to our wedding. We are hoping to be the same size we were when we first started dating nearly 5 years ago...wish us luck!