I sent out an email to the parents (his and mine) for guest lists since I haven't gotten anything from anyone. In my email I reminded everyone that we want to keep it small. Well my mom called me and said to just invite everyone and don't worry about it. Thankfully, and every so graciously of her she and my step dad are paying for our venue which includes the food and drinks and she is okay paying for more people. Now my entire family is in CA and we are getting married in IL, so I'm hoping that most people won't want to make trek all the way out here. We aren't that close to Chicago, so its not like there is a whole lot out here in the suburbs. I'm trying not to stress about having a giant wedding, and to be honest, I don't even know what it is about it that stresses me out. I guess once I send out invites we shall see how it is, and what happens. It could be that I'm stressing for nothing and the amount of people I'm thinking will actually show will be the ones to show and not a giant caravan of people. Yesterday I got a little wigged out, and thank goodness for my FI. He is amazing. We went out and had a fun evening together so I could distress. Not sure what I am really typing for, but it feels good to get it out.