I know that no one is going to care about my wedding as much as I do but it really does feel like I'm alone in this.
My wedding is still a few months away but even as it gets closer I don't see it changing. I went and bought my wedding dress this week...by myself. That just seems so odd to me and so not like the freakin shows on TV! Hah.
My FMIL hasn't mentioned a word to me about the wedding. She doesn't approve so I'm not actually expecting much there. I see her almost every day because my FI lives with his parents. My mother just sent me a text and asked what day my wedding was again. I really feel like my mom should know this...right? She also hasn't seen my engagement ring or tried to visit me. Lunch, dinner...something? My brother just got married and they were very involved with their wedding. My MOH is out of state so that alone makes it hard but when I try to talk about wedding things she is busy.
I'm obviously excited to get married! So is my FI but I'm trying not to talk his ear off about wedding things all the time. It would just be nice to have someone other than him(although he is wonderful and doesn't mind a bit).
I feel like a lonely whiny loser.