I'm planning my wedding on my own, you guys already know this...I didn't hire a wedding planner because I'm really particular and I was afraid I'd bump heads with someone with their own ideas. I'm starting to regret that decision.
I'm using checklists galore. Checklists from Frugal Bride, checklists from The Knot, checklists from Michaels (BS<---). I can't help but feel like I'm forgetting something, or I'm a step behind in my planning or that NOTHING is going to come together. I'm having nightmares, almost nightly now.
On top of that...My best friend is due on at the beginning of October, so I have to plan and execute her baby shower in NOVA. My girls keep asking me about my bachelorette but they've so far left it up to ME to plan it (WTF), 3 of my girls still havent purchased their dresses (THEY HAVE TO BE ORDERED THIS WEEK!!), Mens Warehouse SUCKS for tuxedo colors, and nobody can agree so far on when and where to have my bridal shower.
I'm still trucking but I can't help but feel like raising my hand and saying HEY DOES ANYBODY WANT TO F*CKING HELP ME OUT HERE?!
Ned was nice enough to take the Honeymoon planning into his own hands.
I am overwhelmed, overwhelmed, overwhelmed.
I know that this is partially my fault. I keep getting "Let me know if you need any help." and "Let me know if you want me to do anything." but I don't delegate tasks to anyone but myself...What exactly can you put into other peoples hands?
I'd really like to dump my bachelorette party at this point. I don't want to plan it. If nobody else does, then I just wont have one.
Now go ahead...rip me apart. Tell me I'm being a HUGE bridezilla and I need to get a grip. Tell me I have 4 months before my wedding and I'm fine.