You guys, I don't know what is wrong with me. All of a sudden, I was hit with this overwhelming panic. I don't know If I want to marry him. I love him very much, but we have been fighting a lot lately, and it is really making me question whether or not I want to spend the rest of my life this way.
I know that couples fight, but It has been really excessive lately. Every day he has some new gripe with me, and he has been accusing me of lying about things. Stupid things, like where or not I let the dogs out, if I went out to eat for lunch, etc. And anytime I express that he is being mean to me or disregarding my feelings, he comes back with some belittling comment like "whatever, cry about it, then." He's not interesting in talking things out and understanding why i'm upset, and I doubt he will go to counselling, and I just don't really know what to do.