I've been thinking about this for a few days since it's happened. It started with comments on some wedding pictures on Fb between MIL and her nosey friends. "Are you ready for grandbabies??" "When will they have their first?!" "Can't wait for you to join the grandmother club!"
Ugh. Seriously? What about US?!
So then we were at lunch with his family (aunts, cousins) and his aunt starts talking about doctors. "Write this name down, you should start seeing them as soon as possible, she's a high risk obgyn which I know you need". And continues on about how I need to see this great doctor for my child bearing needs asap.
So, once I got married, the security fell in and my mind switched and I've been on baby mode kinda wanting a baby. But H wants to wait 5 years. Which makes me a little sad, but now that everyone is throwing it in our face, I'm angry! I don't want to get pregnant!
My family even made jokes about morning sickness when I threw up a food I'm possibly allergic to in the afternoon (my brother is allergic to it).
I just feel people are too nosey and H's family is really driving me crazy insisting we need to have kids now.. I just want to play a joke on them and cry when it happens again saying that I can't physically have children. (Rude and insensitive to those who truly can't, I know and I'm sorry.) But at least it would shut people up with their baby fever!
In other news, I told my mom all of this and she practically threw up imagining me pregnant. Which hurt. Lots of emotions in my head about wanting a baby or not wanting a baby. Sorry this is all jumbled!