Hey ya'll! Just wanted to do an intro.
My soon to be fiance and I have been together for almost 3 years now and have a beautiful 3 and a half month old daughter! We know were going to get married, there is just one pesky little thing standing in our way...Me. I have to lose weight before he pops to questions.
I know this sounds incredibly dickish of him, but let me explain. I have serious issues with my weight. So much so, that I RARELY let someone take a picture of me, or can be in front of a large group of people without having a serious panic attack. I didn't even want pictures taken of me holding my daughter for the first time because I knew I would look HORRIBLE.
This is why J won't propose until I get to where I feel good about myself. He doesn't want me to feel insecure and have a panic attack on our wedding day. he wants me to feel confident and beautiful and happy. And I know all I would be thinking about while walking down the aisle is "God everyone is staring at me!"
So this is kind of like my incentive! A proposal is coming in the next couple of months because I am already well on my way to shedding the pounds! We both agreed we would like to be married in October of this year, so I've got my work cut out for me!