Just a post to vent out all my rambling thoughts. First, I graduated last week, yay me! Now it's time to stress out about finding a job. I've applied for several but have heard nothing back so far.
I'm also moving in one week. Happy to be moving in with my fiance, not so thrilled about the actual cleaning/packing/moving part of it. I'm moving back to my hometown, so it's not unfamiliar territory, but I wish I could just snap my fingers and be THERE. I've been in my current apartment for five years, and man, stuff can accumulate! I feel like I'm barely making a dent in all the junk. I've already bagged up eight bags of clothes for Goodwill and I'm not through yet. I'm a procrastinator though. I've been taking care of little things like forwarding my mail and scheduling utility shut-off instead of the heavy duty stuff. I promised my dad it would all be packed when he arrives next Saturday with the U-haul, and it will be...I just might not sleep betweeen now and then.
And in the middle of all this, I keep thinking about wedding planning. It all seems so scary, and it's all intertwined. Like, "I can't settle this until we figure out that, and we can't figure out that until we decide the other thing." We haven't chosen a site or a date yet. Once I move in, that's our main goal. I keep telling myself we have plenty of time (we're looking at next April or May) and that everything will start to fall into place.
Anyway, just my rambling thoughts.