Okay, so I know I've been MIA lately, a lot of that is due to the lack of ability to get on TK while at work anymore
But lately I've been really out of it - and no one to talk to about it - so even if no one comments, it is nice to be able to just type it all out.
1) I withdrew from my Wednesday class, and I'm still feeling weird about it. It was the best thing for me, but it's still an "ick" feeling.
2) Work is great - busy and crazy, but it's starting to slow down for fall/winter and I am really enjoying my job.
3) My BFF just had her baby on Sunday, a boy, named Logan - and I had to find out through FB, by someone else. I know it shouldn't be a big deal, but this girl is like my sister. Her mom, DH - No one kept me updated. I knew she was having weird contractions on Saturday, but that was it. So my feelings were really hurt, and then I felt bad that my feelings were hurt over something like this.
4) BF is on my asss about working out 3 times a week in the next month or so. He's convinced we are going to get a joint gym membership and he is going to work out with me. I have no motivation, no desire, no anything to have anything to do with this. Do I need to get in better shape? Yes. Do I give a rats asss at this moment? No. But God forbid I say anything, because then it turns into a fight. Usually ending up with me feeling uber small. BF says it's just because he cares about me, and doesn't want me to end up having health issues like my mother, and his mother, but still. The long and short of it is - I don't really have much "Give a d@mn" for anything as of late.
5) My sister is off at MSU (about an hr away) - and without her, I have no one to talk to, hang out with, or go anywhere with. Most of the people I previously spent time with, like to party waaaay more than I do. (I know I've brought this up before, but again - I'm in a weird funk, and I don't know what to do).
6) I don't sleep well - ever. I wake up at 4:30-5:30 every day and that's it - i'm awake, but exhausted and sleepy aaaaaall day. I can't go back to sleep. It's sucktastic.
7) BF keeps changing plans. This is a favorite past time of his, I swear. Whether it's housing situations, money situations, car situations, job situations.... all of it at once, a combination or two or more - shiit is always changing and it drives me bonkers!! (which ADD side note - Bonkers was a great show - maybe that isn't what it was called, but that was the character) Anyways, Nothing stays the same for longer than 2 weeks, and it's ridiculous.
8) BF told me once he was back on his shot and feeling better, he would help more around the house. Do you think this has happened?? NOOOOOO. He takes out the trash, and picked up a game the other day from when he friend came in from Detroit for the night. That does not constitute helping around the house.
9) Household stuff is killing me. I have laundry piled waaaay higher than my laundry hamper, and no time to do anything about it.
*sigh* Okay, I'm done for now..