(Thanks for the advice on my earlier post ladies!)
So, I've come to the realization, thanks to your help, that I need a hobby. I think ive been so focused on weddings and engagements and moving forward because I dont do anything else to fill my time.
I know its kinda silly, but ive always wanted to be a ballerina... Only problem is that i dont make enough money to pay for the type of formal classes i would like, and my university isnt offering beginner ballet any time soon. While my parents pay for my school, the roof over my head, food, medicine, etc. (aka necessities) I pay for everything else. (and with gas prices the way they are, what was previously a pretty well paying job for my point in life, theres not much left anymore...)
All the hobbies ive come up with so far cost a fair amount in start up gear, etc.