It was simply perfect, exactly what he would have wanted. I was able to come up with words to express my love for him and how i am so glad he is in a better place. My work surprised me too, my boss is giving me the week off and the 3 out of 4 days i work i will get paid. This is so not company policy, since we weren't married i didn't get any bereavement time and took a fmla day today.
So that was truly unexpected and wonderful. I've gotten all my stuff out of his house and it seems so weird there's not much left for me to do. It seems like it was too easy..and his mother proposed to me on Saturday (kinda) with the ring they found in the safe. its simply breathtaking, when i figure out how i'd like to put up a few picts. It is on my ring finger for now and i don't think there's anything wrong with it. According to his sister he would have proposed to me on our 1 yr by taking me back to the place where we had our first date which would have been in June. I know when the times right i'll know to switch it to the other hand but for now that's where it stays. His mom put in on my finger and i bawled, but i will have this forever to remember him and his love for me. Thankfully he thought to put the insurance policy on the ring in both our names, less work for his mom. His family's also going to give me some of his ashes when he's cremated. I thought that was really sweet. I cry less every day and i keep remembering all the good times we had, how good he was to my son and that he isn't in pain anymore and smile:-)
Just wanted to share thanks for listening
I Cant wait to start my forever with my best friend!
To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.~Borrowed this:-)