I did do well not obessing when he "might" pop the question. Then I started to freak out that he might ask me tonight. He kept making a big deal about going out with his parents tonight. I thought ohh no don't let him ask me in front of his parents. I would hate for his parents to see him ask me and my parents to have to wait for me to get a chance to call.
Well I decided that was obessing and that was what I promised myself I was NOT going to do. So I manged to clear my mind of the idea so well that this morning I woke up thinking if he never asks me to marry him that is fine. I love him and I love being with him and I am willing to accept our relatiionship whatever form it takes.
So we were talking today before I had to get ready for this dinner and he asked me to marry him. He said that he was planning to propose tonight but A. was afraid I would feel compelled to say yes just because it was a public place and B. He couldn't wait any longer to ask.
He kept debating getting a ring for when he asked but wanted me to go with him to pick out the ring so he opted to ask first. I am just so happy and excited. And floored I guess cause I had come to think it was a ways down the road.
Of course now my girls want to start planning now. My room mate says the next 3 months are all about her so I can't plan at all. LOL I said, let me just take one step at a time and just enjoy this step.