I'm with you on the name change thing...I was having a hard time changing it even though I wanted to. I love my maiden name! Unfortunately there is no good way to have my maiden name as well so I dropped it. I finalized all the name change things yesterday aside from my professional license as that process takes a little while. I think now that it is all said and done I'm adjusting to it a little more and have become more excited over everything. Just wanted to let you know you're not the only one!!