Hey ladies,
I know what many of you will say when you first read this..."oh you've got time and you've only just begun so don't stress quite yet" but I want to come out and say it anyways....
I am having major overwhelming feelings and frustration issues concerning wedding dress shopping! I have been to 2 bridal salons (Saks and Kleinfelds) thus far in NYC and at both I just felt overwhelmed. Everything I tried on looked good but I would change something about every dress. I've now tried on around 20 dresses and am feeling like I am not going to LOVE anything ever! I keep seeing girls in dresses that I would never wear nor want to wear. The consultants I'm seeing never give me feedback or pull dresses for me.... I literally stood on the pedestal in Kleinfeld's in the middle of the room and almost started crying because I got so frustrated. I ahd my girls asking me if I felt like a bride and I couldn't even say yes. It's like I don't know what a bride is supposed to feel like. I don't know if anything I'm feeling these days is what I'm supposed to be feeling. And I don't know if this has to do with my family issues (parents got divorced because father moved back to Europe and in essence abandoned us so mother has become co-dependent and I dont hear from my father) or the possibility of something else. I just feel confused.
Sorry, needed to let it out!
-Paola-
