Just need to rant. so I called my videographer told to get a few questions asked and he told me he had to cancel because of a family function...no harm we did not have a contract signed yet. but that means i have to start my search all over again. He was the lowest in our budget range. And my cousin who is a bridesmaid has not texted me back since I had texted her my bridal party flower ideas and she texted me back that "I think you need to invest in real flowers for atleast you and all your girls." I had texted her during the week about job positions and apartments and a simple hello and heard nothing back. and my dad is not getting involved but he doesnt even stand up for me. he just says have at it pretty much because he does not want to get into a fight with his sister. So I told him after the wedding I will be washing my hands of the relationship and only seeing my cousin at family functions because I am not putting up with her anymore. My F-ILs treat me better than my own family.