So last night, Taylor's best friend/best man called him. He can't come to the wedding. He lives in California, and is undergoing Army discipline for something I think is ridiculous. So, they are not letting him take leave. We both cried after he hung up the phone.
His friend is one of two reasons that we scheduled our wedding when we did. Taylor has always made it clear that he wouldn't get married without his buddy there. Now he has to, and he is completely torn up about it. I think it might be the second time I've seen him cry. I have no idea how to comfort him or cheer him up. For now, I'm just not bringing it up.
I'm in a horrible mood, like on the brink of tears. I feel stupid because I work in an office full of men, and I'd rather not break down crying in front of them.
Oh, another sucky part about it is that my brother is being commissioned as an officer the day before our wedding, and this friend was supposed to do his 1st salute as well. I know that meant a lot to my brother, but now its not going to happen.
No one faults the friend, its just an all-around crappy situation.
I now realize this post is pointless.. just needed to get it out.