Getting in Shape

I'm so afraid.....

So I joined Weight Watchers and my fiance and I joined the Y.  I have about 8 months to go before my wedding, and I have been engaged for five months.  I always told myself that as soon as I got engaged I would be on a hardcore diet and exercise plan.  But I didn't and I didn't and I didn't and now I am trying but I have lost 5 months.  I seriously wanted to lose like a hundred pounds before I even look at dresses.  Obviously that isn't going to happen!  There always seems to be some reason that I can't control what I eat (for example, went to see his family in NYC and we went to get Chinese and pizza and Italian food.  I had no choice where we went for dinner!).  I am trying desperately to hang on to the diet, and am going better, but I just can't seem to get myself to the Y more than once and twice a week.  I'm not even working right now (I am a teacher, and was laid off like all the un-tenured teachers in NY!) so I should be able to devote myself to going to the gym.  But instead I find myself watching MTV and playing the Sims.  I have read all the motivation stuff written.  I know what is at stake.  Has anyone else been where I am?  I need help!  I refuse to try on plus-size dresses!  All advice, stories of success, insults, criticism, cheers and jeers are welcome!!!
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