Darnit, I was doing so well in my plans to eat healthier, and I just sabotaged myself! I sat down with my turkey chili for dinner, and decided "y'know, a few corn tortilla chips sound really good to go with this. They're whole grain, I'll just eat a couple, and put them up." Well, apparently I was really craving the salty snacks, because I just ate half the bag! And I know better than that too, I know I should have portioned them out, but I did it anyway! ARGH! Well, back to square one tomorrow I guess.
I think part of it is I had a sudden self esteem blow today. FI posts on a forum called luelinks, which kinda is like 4chan, except with adults rather than teenagers. He posted some pictures of me today because he wanted to show me off, and EVERYONE on there started making cracks about how I looked like a whale, and a total lardass. I shouldn't have expected any differently, as they have about the same maturity level as 4chan. But it still hurt my feelings some. FI tried to defend me, but I'm kinda surprised he didn't expect that kind of response.
I'm an emotional eater, so of course I zeroed in on the chips... *sigh*